Living life & Making mistakes

Ask me anything   hey I'm caleb, livin in Seattle but born & raised in Vancity since 1996

confused….

tell me why you’re always on my mind when i’m a total ass cause i got a lot of girls who i talk to and who think we might have something between us when thats a 50/50  chance. I hate this i hate that i get jealous cause of the guy thats on your mind when i wish i was and not him. Confused with my feelings….

                                                                                               -dex

— 3 days ago
05/08/12 - I don’t get it..

I dont get the fact that we are acting like we fucking hate each others guts for no reason. Driving back home from LA was so awkward i love the moments when my brother would try to break the ice and make a joke here and there. I still remember getting into a fight about me texting some girl who is just my friend cause i wanted to do something on like 18 hour drive like cut me some slack. Standing in the parking lot arguing with you was the most pathetic thing I’ve ever done cause that’s a stupid thing to do plus we’re on a break I’ll give you your space, so give me mine. The fact that you don’t trust me hurts because i trust you so much since you’re my bestfriend first before being my girlfriend. The girl i was texting was just some girl if you have noticed that you’re not just some girl i text You’re the girl i want to talk to every single day and the girl i always wanna be with but not give you every single time of my day being with you cause you never let me miss you since im always with you. ALl i need when we get back together is just some guy time, I would never cheat on you cause i wouldn’t want to hurt a girl like that again…- jeremy 

— 3 weeks ago
05/08/12 - I think it’s for the best for now

So tonight while I was swimming I got out cause you wanted to talk. Sitting beside you in silence was so scary because i could feel something bad was going to happen. Hearing you say “I hate the fact that we always fight instead of enjoying each others time and I know this is going to hurt the both of us but I think we need some time apart….I’m not doing this to ruin our relationship it’s for the best and I know you know that, I will always be in like we you.” After she left I stayed sitting there looking at my bracelet we made each other in art class last year. When i went upstairs I blasted the music so nobody could hear me cry i know its just a break but what if we don’t get back together is what scares me the most…. - jeremy 

— 3 weeks ago